The thought alone makes me sick to my stomach. How can I hurt someone whom I care about so deeply? I can’t bring myself to do it. My biggest fear however is after I’m literally torn in two, self destructed from the inside out trying to forget about you, black and blue from punishing myself for hurting you, after I do “what’s best for me” you didn’t care at all. I fear the day you prove to me that I never meant anything more to you than a passing acquaintance.